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The Magician in the tarot represents willpower and concentration. Factors we all need to acquire to succeed. |
Will is a mental practice and spiritual power unique to us, a moral and spiritual application or exercise. But don't mistakenly think morality is the choice between 'good and evil.' Although some Hoodoo practitioners believe in duality, it is only exhibited by being 'in balance' or 'off-balance.' If one is off balance, some spiritual workers advise their clients to make offerings to the spirits to correct or fix their situation. Nevertheless, we are still responsible for our actions, and thus, we reap their consequences.
Everyone chooses to be 'good' - even the most sinister sorcerer and notorious mass murderer. Adolf Hitler, for instance, rationalized that the Jews, Africans, handicapped, homosexuals, and people against Nazis were the enemies of the world, so in his mind, he justified that as doing 'good.' Therefore, morality is the choice between 'creation and destruction' and not good versus evil. Such duality does not traditionally exist in Indigenous African spirituality and culture. Though most Hoodoo practitioners agree that cursing is harmful magic, we believe cursing is not inherently evil, irresponsible, or unethical because sometimes, harm must be used to help resolve a situation or move someone to a better place or position. One practitioner from the book, Hoodoo, Conjuration, Witchcraft, and Rootwork by Harry Middleton Hyatt, explained it as follows:
"In hoodooism, anythin' da' chew do is de plan of God undastan', God have somepin to do wit evah' thin' you do if it's good or bad, He's got somepin to do wit it ... jis what's fo' you, you'll git it." (In hoodooism, anything that you do is the plan of God, understand? God has something to do with everything you do, whether good or bad; he's got something to do with it... You'll get what's coming to you.)
Will is also more than mundane preferences. Picking up a basket and carrying it to the laundry room, wiggling your toes, and uprooting a tall tree out of the ground with bare hands is simply the exercise of mundane preference, just as the goat and sheep choose to eat grass instead of hay. In magic, it doesn't describe will in that way. A true will is the subconscious aspect of divinity that pushes us toward spiritual development. I agree that focused intention is represented through deliberate action, but we should distinguish it from personal preference.
Focusing on our will needs self-awareness - becoming aware of our decisions we are making. Decisions that could shape our lives and determine our fate. Decisions that affect the desired change in the course of events. It also demands 'self-evaluation.' This means we shouldn't remain bound to guidelines and determinations other people made years ago or even to ones we made yesterday. This also means examining our assumptions and ensuring they're ours and not someone else's. Will focusing also needs 'determination between body and soul'; make our body desire what the soul and mind want. Our bodies should go along with the soul. Yes, it demands deliberate action!
However, the problem is most people don't make their bodies like what their soul or mind wants. We'll achieve the highest form of living when this is our prime interest. We're focusing our will by merging with the most influential and powerful force in the universe: the Divine.
Attach our body to our mind and soul, and we'll be attached to our visualizations and dreams. If we can all do this, we'll be good conjure doctors.
Actually, it all starts with visualization. Many folks have a hard time doing this, so I know this is not as simple as many think. Our power of visualization is one of the most valuable abilities human beings have. With our ability to envision, we can develop every positive trait, state, pattern, and way of being we wish.
One might ask me, "so does it mean that if I mentally picture myself being, let's say... wealthy, and I can easily visualize a scene where I will certainly be able to feel rich and/or famous or whatever, it will happen?"
Well, my answer is true that will requires faith. I am aware most people assume that magic refers to blind faith. However, this isn't the case for us, practitioners of folk magic. I know some people seek a scientific explanation to the point that they make their own version of science. Most conjure workers, on the other hand, especially those in a rural areas, don't necessarily have to understand everything rationally because they have faith. Blind leaps of faith have nothing to do with knowledge; they are expressions of what one wants and desires to be accurate, not what is, in fact, necessarily true.
I assume most practitioners of conjure and rootwork would agree with me that our faith begins in God as spiritual faith, formed after challenging devotions, spiritual works, and even study and research. Ultimate contemplation of the spirit world and how they respond to the living helps us achieve this spiritual faith. Now, I just want to clarify that Hoodoo emphasizes willpower, so Hoodoo is believed to be accessible to any individual of faith (but it is still inseparably bound to Christianity, especially for the Southern practitioners).
Knowing in our soul or spirit how God and spirit work is the first step for us to have faith. After we readily acknowledge this, we can work on developing our intuition and slowly begin to feel it internally. Rather than pure intellectual belief, our faith should be defined as the act of knowing beyond any accepted reasons. It's the essential requirement of faith. And contrary to popular belief, one does not need to join or be part of any religion to have faith. Almost all conjure workers believe that faith is a very individual thing. It does not need to abide by or bow to religious rules established by religious leaders. One may practice his faith completely alone and follows no man.
With time and dedication, Hoodoo practitioners live a life permeated by faith. Faith is developed throughout many years and demands to be repeatedly contemplated. Intuition or clear knowing becomes essential when life throws us a wrecking ball which may cause us to lose balance and doubt that these perceived things are for the best.
Through our will, we choose whether to trust our intuition (despite any obstacles) or ignore it because of its seeming illogicality. Faith is a clear understanding that we can't explain and understand the totality of our intuition, but recognizing and accepting that everything serves a purpose despite this.
Once we know logically how God and spirits work for us based on our personal experience, and we've started practicing trusting our intuition regularly, we can now use our true will in magic. This faith gives us a sense of security, knowing that we're doing the right thing as our minds, emotions, and actions are individually directed and handled by our will.
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